inspired

I am drunk on the wine of unity, there is no individuality. You, I, them, everyone are all one. I behold my intimacy with the above. We all lose ourselves on this path, forget the hundreds of religious sects, forget time, eternity is waiting for us where all our eyes will be a mirror reflection of love and only love. Amen.

mental commotion

Confusion: yes, that’s my state of mind today – well my state of mind for the past 5 days. I don't know what I want any longer or what makes me happy or what is best for me. I'm not sure who I feel safe with, who to believe and who would be prudent with me. I don't know what to do.
If life was simpler or more sci-fi, I'd just clone myself and then maybe, Just maybe, I would be able to clear out the confusion in my head.I'm content though - just a little confused and scared. make sense? No! yep, that too.

Dreadful infectious week

Since last wednesday, I felt my system going down.
Imagine feeling that your depth of perception is way off
Fever lasting for a week
You get prescribed three different types of anti-biotics because the first two didn't agree with your body, DIDN'T work for you!
You have to inhale steroids because the cough is so dry as if sandpaper was used to rub the back of your throat. The cough is so dry that you do cough blood and start choking as if air is not going down
More sinus infection, ears rings, vision blurs
Bloody phlegm in the mornings, pain in the back of the eyes
Loss of appetite, swollen lymph nodes, pain in the joints
Excruciating abdominal pain and nauseous for days and nothing eliminates it except injections
Ear infection becomes so severe that it ruptures your ear drum
Rapid pulse ruins my opportunity for a nubilisation
Your immunity tiding over you!
To top it off, rediagnosed with severe TMJ.
A self-limiting disease making me a very cranky manic mess!

Just not my week. I already feel like shit getting 5 days sick leave from work. I can't believe it and what's worse, I don't even want to go back. I want to sleep in for another week, I don't want anyone talking to me or hassling me. I can't really talk for that matter, thanks to the ruptured tympanic membrane! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! help.

Mini Island: Bahrain

It hasn't changed one bit apart from the financial district having lots of tall buildings populating the area.

What I love about this country is how discrete and anonymous people are in Manama. There are so many cafes to go to (that's like a far fetched dream for muscat!). Ayooshi was so nice to me. I had a pleasant time with her although I was getting sick.

Thanks Ayooooshi!

Ambition?

Dear Naush,

My passion in life is certainly nothing to do with being a Finance Director. As a matter of fact, it didn’t even cross my mind. I'd never and I don’t need to sell my soul to the corporate globe but if it opens doors for my sincere work and offers me to live a better life, I will give it what it gives me: integrity and commitment.

My ambitions in life don’t surround the corporate world but it roots out to the spiritual world. My responsibility and my gift back to God is to contribute to the betterment of humanity in any possible way... to make any little change even to one person's life as long as I have made that priceless difference. That difference that money can't buy, only the heart can give is what I want to give. I would only sell my soul to good deeds; to better humanity.