Monday, May 19, 2008

human brutality

oh ...How we let people in our lives, in our hearts, in our souls, we give them everything, we become what they want us to become and then they drop us when we least expect it. That drop is characterized as the death of the soul. Having said that, I then explain that life moves on, no matter how cruel some people can be, some of us let our vulnerabilities dissolve, and we take charge of ourselves, become better people etc....

It has a lot to do with what I learned about my mother in the past 4 yrs or more...and how the world outside of us is so spiritually weak and consumed with things that only kill humanity be it greed, money, illegitimate desires etc

some people are good with words

I don't think the ability to write has anything to do with the way we are raised. I also don't agree that just because you can't express it in words means you're tougher. I don't believe there's a correlation between ability vs experience. I think experience gives substance to words. For me, my substance doesn't have to be my personal experience, it can be anything I've witnessed, heard or read that moved me or shook my foundations. So for example, I can express your pain based on what I saw better than you could express it although you are the one experiencing the pain. I guess some people are good with words.