Pretty but Unbearable

I'm not sure how much longer will I have to endure this cold. I love the snow but the cold has penetrated right through my bones. There's nothing that can keep me warm anymore. The thought of it freezes me! It's time you melt away snoooow snoooow...
I took this picture while I was driving to one of my clients; again, their premises in the middle of nowhere.

This was in a secluded area in Virginia beyond Manassas. Nice drive though...

Seasonale????? have they gone mad?

I read an article not long ago about this new birth control regimen called Seasonale.

Yeah, I said "Seasonale" just like "Seasonal" just like 4 four seasons in a year. Yes, 4 times a year! It appears that, it has the same substances that conventional birth control pills have but this one works with "active" pills for 84 days, then "inactive" ones for 7 days, during which a woman would experience withdrawal bleeding.

If you do the math, it equals to 4 periods a year. Is this not fatal to a woman's health? is it not going against nature? would this not cause a toxic buildup?I thought birth-control pills were to serve the purpose of preventing pregnancy (ya know, acting as a contraceptive)... now it's for convenience! what a pile of crap! People messing about with nature!

Suicide Bombers

a typical profile of suicide bombers:

approx 50% of the suicide bombers have an academic education, over 80% are single, well over 50% are between the ages 18-23; and the rest under 30.

How does one translate the above? religious upbringing? I think not! parental support for their convictions? perhaps! brainwashing? yep without a doubt. Most of all, it's fighting back against oppression and humiliation from as little as they remember.

Is this escalating? who are the teachers of terror? I can relate to their frustration, humiliation and the sense of hopelessness....but... how is this linked to Islam? cuz Muslims do it? I wonder if a research was ever conducted on those individuals who bombed themselves to see if they were absolutely sane. How difficult is it for people to know that suicide bombers is an unacceptable/forbidden practice from an Islamic perspective? how can these fundamentalists preach and brainwash young people about something that is unislamic? why don't the evil preachers blow themselves up as an example? how complicated is it to rationalize the illegitimacy of suicide bombing? suicide is forbidden in Islam and harming innocent people, women, children, old people was also condemned in times of war by our Prophet Mohammed (peace be upon him).

I am deeply saddened for every person who chose to take his/her life away hoping to make a difference when we all know in reality, it has only escalated and the result is: more lost lives and more to go!

Apart from that, Harriri and eight other people blown away in seconds. What was that about? what was the accomplishment? what a cowardice act! and then these people who do things behind the curtain actually feel like they have prevailed and conveyed a message? why don't they come out to the open? come clean and submit like real men, like real heroes. I wish they would read this and realize what a bunch of pitiable ruthless barbarians they are with a brain the size of a pea. They can only communicate by playing hide ‘n seek, planting bombs and hiding some more.

We’re in the 21st century but men are still behaving like savages in the dark ages! They are doing a great job shaping up our future with blood and hate. It’s a shame to realize that our worst enemy is actually residing in our nations (but let us pleeeeeeeease give credit to the outsiders who have created the suicide bombers, the terrorists etc). They have made the people turn against eachother. What an insane world we’re living in? Aggression today motivated by greed! Yeah that’s what it is all about…

No such thing as coincidences

Is there a purpose for every person we meet in this life?
good or bad?
Does every meeting point achieve a little or big something?
exchange ideas? something exciting and fulfilling?
to learn something new? to influence? to motivate?
to make a difference?
to hurt? to provoke?

I'm so hooked on the idea that there is a reason to every interaction, conversation or even silence between two. There's no such thing as coincidences.. there IS a reason people! where someone meets you, hurts and teaches you a lesson or someone who draws a smile on your face stretched from ear to ear to bring comfort to your aching soul.

I learn something new every day. My sensations have become more intense, my perceptions are deeper, the puzzle is completed, music breaking the silence of the world, the palm trees reaching for the skies, mountains peak through the clouds, a pen dances on a paper leaving a trace of art, leaves on the streets leave a great symphony of choas and children on the streets dancing like popcorn kernels.

Yes... I'm inspired today. Met a stranger, a total stranger, I don't know from Adam...I'm telling you people, there is a reason to every interaction in this life.

another random thought

I've been under the water for a while breathing from a little cylinder.. time to get on the surface of spring and flower like trees do. Enough for me the drama, I need some true action, at 27, one cant waste time. God doesnt wait and neither do I.

I call for God's love in the shape he wills and a human form is due for me..again cause I've been living in hunger, mental and spiritual hunger. Now I open my heart, mind and arms for real love and ALLAH will protect me from my passion I know it.. he will reward me for my honest passion...god will give me food for my hungry hands and eyes...!