Endings before Beginnings

What's the deal? some random palm reader in NYC tells me "You see endings before beginnings". That just about spoke a million words but the strange thing is that I never ever thought about it. Yes, indeed do I think of endings before beginnings - not sure why, perhaps a defense mechanism to be prepared for the worst so as time goes along, I enjoy the beginning and geared up for the ending. Sheesh, that's SAD, ok, will try to change that, how? someone tell my brains to.