Monotonous tone

Isn't life just like that, we get caught up with things and time flies right before our eyes?

Yesterday, I felt so down, felt like Im wasting my life away here between work and family. I sometimes feel I'm watching myself as opposed to living inside myself and the events of my days repeat itself again.

I cant stand this monotonous tone in my life and yet Im hesitant to make the next move.. where ... how... when?.... but hey, I carry on - I try to laugh about little things at work, at home, in the kitchen... and just carry on by...